I need medication

I think I need to be medicated. I can never seem to be able to get everything done. I took one of my bros adderalls one day and holy crap..it was like I was sooo super focused. I got everything done that needed to be done. I was a machine, but the whole taking "drugs " thing probably isn't the best way. So instead I continue to make lists and more lists and never finish checking off the last list before I start the next list. Sometime sI think I am the only mother out there who can never finish what she starts! I seriously want to be like Bree from Desperate housewives. She looks awesome all the time and her house andinners are always awesome. I know shes dysfunctional but shes uber organized and that makes me jealous. I wonder if they sell magic aprons at the store??